"Keep writing," Carole said as she walked away. We were in the St. Thomas More Church. She was there for her granddaughter's confirmation. I was there for my niece Annie's confirmation. My daughter Jackie was her sponsor.
"I've been poor all my life," Carole said. "Now I have a little bit of money. People tell me I should travel, but I don't want to travel. I like it here."
There's a lesson in there from one of the charter members of the three or four of you. I like it here, too, I suppose. But I just wish I could go a full day without doing some radio, taking some pictures, doing a video, writing a blog, or even writing a song.
Yep. Once in a while I write songs. They're not very good. Or at best they're just palatable, like the radio that I do every weekday and the live videos and this blog and the photos that I take. Here's the deal behind the song. For Mother's Day or our anniversary or her birthday, I often write Alexis a heartfelt short essay inside a Hallmark card. Or I write her a poem.
But with all the CREATING going on elsewhere, I haven't been able to spit out the poem that I should for her being a good mother. So I wrote her a song instead. I've written her songs before, but they've been mostly bawdy barroom choruses laced with sex and debauchery. And since I'm on AM radio five days a week, I'll keep it just clean enough not to score any unmentionables.
But I will write down the song that I wrote for my wife of 24 years for Mother's Day. I want to preface this with I'm not really the mushy type but in the end when someone saves your life, you can step out of your comfort zone. Besides, if I don't write the song down now ("Keep Writing"), it'll be lost forever and who in God's name likes the sound of anything being lost forever.
Unless it's a wart or herpes or a bad case of foot odor. That you could allow to be lost forever. But a song? One that you wrote to your wife in a weak moment? It's called
You Have Loved Me
D
I've been in love with you
from the moment we met.
There's so many moments
I don't wanna forget.
G C D
Because you have loved me.
G C D
You have loved me.
D
Across the room
I watched you dance
Somehow I knew
it was my only chance
G C D
That you would love me.
G C D
That you would love me.
The warmth you gave
a drowning man
blocked the curse
of a lonely land.
Because you did love me.
You did love me.
Always busy and
the kitchen's a mess.
We made it through
without any rest.
Because you could love me.
You could love me.
I've been in love with you
since we first met.
There's so many moments
I don't wanna forget.
Because you have loved me.
You have loved me.